graple

last night i was waiting for charlie and jenn to come up for girl talk. i was watching ufc on spike. when i first watched ufc, i felt kind of sick in the stomach. i dont know how it changed, but now im a little blood thirsty when i watch, and its sort of unsettling. i dont really like how i like it now, or atleast how my perspective has changed. i was kind of embarrassed when they came in and it was on. i was the only one home so i couldnt really play it off on someone else. all im saying is im kind of at odds about it.