dont get me wrong, although you can buy a 12 guage and peacon pie at dance's guns and ammo/snack bar, it's really a classy town. well maybe not classy, but i like it anyway.
inspecting the roof at vsu has at least afforded me some time to think. theres only so much to do watching other people work. even though its hotter than sin on the roof, (today over 120 with the heat index) it makes me want do something like be a carpenter or work at a sweet biomass farm in costa rica. there are just too many good options out there for my own good.
today i was listening to an internet radio type thing in the hotel (all by my lonesome) and i didnt even want to click thumbs down on any song because i was afraid of eliminating some great song that may be connected to the song i hated, but wouldn't skip.
i am fixated with being able to explore every single possibility. i forget that freedom isnt the absence of having to make a choice, but that choice is freedom excercised. i forget/don't accept so many amazing possibilities God has invited me into because i want to see everything before i jump in. although its really lame always struggling over every decision, i cant help but think that there is something about my exploratory/indecisive demeanor that is something that i should embrace?
inspecting the roof at vsu has at least afforded me some time to think. theres only so much to do watching other people work. even though its hotter than sin on the roof, (today over 120 with the heat index) it makes me want do something like be a carpenter or work at a sweet biomass farm in costa rica. there are just too many good options out there for my own good.
today i was listening to an internet radio type thing in the hotel (all by my lonesome) and i didnt even want to click thumbs down on any song because i was afraid of eliminating some great song that may be connected to the song i hated, but wouldn't skip.
i am fixated with being able to explore every single possibility. i forget that freedom isnt the absence of having to make a choice, but that choice is freedom excercised. i forget/don't accept so many amazing possibilities God has invited me into because i want to see everything before i jump in. although its really lame always struggling over every decision, i cant help but think that there is something about my exploratory/indecisive demeanor that is something that i should embrace?
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that second to last picture looks kind of like two jet engine turbines.
to the point of making choices:
it sounds like you are not comfortable with optimization. maybe you want the single best option, rather than the relative best option from what is currently available.
i don't blame you. maybe you're just being patient.
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