i guess im off to a rocky start in more ways than one. i think our minds tend to run away from us sometimes. moving to baltimore i had a handful ideas on what life would look like. with the new setting i would automatically make those leaps and bounds to the person i always think im supposed to be, my community would live just the way i dreamed it would, i would start working on art again, i would know where i was headed, i would be able to load more than one image on a dumblog.
the house is wonderful and old. my roomates (and those to be) are all still amazing. things are still moving in the right direction in many areas of life, but that alternate universe i imaged i would stumble into just landed me on the same earth ive known.
taking an honest look at how things are has been good in a way. real progress is better than any projection we like to pretend is true. im just not completely there yet.
more images to come when i am blog savvy
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p.s. drives me nuts that i cant make the header lowercase!
i have a staples easy button. i'll brng it over tomorrow. it'll make everything fall into place.
You are so smart, Joel...and I know exactly what you are saying.
life doesn't fix itself on it's own just because we graduate, or move, or get married, or any large life changing thing. WE have to do the fixing.
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